Saturday, January 03, 2009

Feeling Panicked

Another night with less than two hour's sleep. I feel panicked and raw. Taking a sleep aid would invalidate the protocol and delay it, or worse yet, send me back home without having accomplished much of anything.

I just don't feel sleepy. That's the problem. Or if I do feel tired, I don't feel sedated enough to have any sustained period of sleep. When the doctor gets here, I'm going to talk to her.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Damn. And that horrible feeling of being unable to rest, to sleep just feeds on itself.

I wish there was something easy to do. I wish I could offer you some words of comfort beyond the usual.