Three hours from now, I will be at the hospital, being prepared for surgery. After filling out the requisite paperwork and providing documentation of insurance, the process of preparing for the procedure will begin. If I said I wasn't nervous about it, I'd totally be lying, but this needs to be done. At the risk of sounding gross, the cyst has begun to bleed more frequently and is more painful. It must be removed and removed soon.
But it is also time for me to give the higher power his/her due. Many people are holding me in the Light today. I am thankful for the fact that I have them in my life, when many times before I had almost no one. God truly has blessed me with such good Friends. My life began to turn around when I moved to DC. I could never take it all for granted. I have formed so many supportive connections with others and it's times like these that I fully recognize them.
And for my readers out there, know that I care for each of you, too.