Another night with less than two hour's sleep. I feel panicked and raw. Taking a sleep aid would invalidate the protocol and delay it, or worse yet, send me back home without having accomplished much of anything.
I just don't feel sleepy. That's the problem. Or if I do feel tired, I don't feel sedated enough to have any sustained period of sleep. When the doctor gets here, I'm going to talk to her.
Damn. And that horrible feeling of being unable to rest, to sleep just feeds on itself.
ReplyDeleteI wish there was something easy to do. I wish I could offer you some words of comfort beyond the usual.